25 Reasons to Love Or Hate Me

1. There is always SOMETHING I don't get done every day, which leaves me unsatisfied and worrying about tomorrow.
2. I worry WAYYYYYYYY too much! I actually have to spend physical energy trying not to.
3. I have a 26 hour body clock, which means my sleep schedule is completely random.
4. I had a heart attack last year. I loved life before, but now, I love BEING alive. When a morsel drips from my skin, I recover it and suck it back in.
5. I have hurt a LOT of people who have cared about me, mostly because I didn't care about myself enough.
6. My mother is my soul mate. Everything I am is because of her.
7. I hate to see suffering in all its forms. Most of all, I cannot abide hopelessness and negativity, nor those who make judgements from behind iron curtains.
8. It would be an understatement to say that I love to write. I wish I could write all my waking hours, and forget the world exists. (make it go away as Elvis would say) :)
9. My favorite food is Italian. Going to the restaurants is OK, but I LOVE cooking an elaborate meal from scratch, and it usually goes something like: 1. Open bottle of wine. 2. Start cooking :))) (and don't forget the music!)
10. I like to cook for as many people as possible. There's nothing like a crowd of stuffed, satisfied, slightly inebriated dinner guests!!
11. I want a woman I can play Monopoly with.
12. I love the outdoors.
13. I am comfortable enough in cities and 'burbs, but I REALLY want a house with at least ten acres of land and sparse neighbors.
14. I love Victorian architecture, but I don't care if the family next door lives in a trailer, and has an old Chevy on blocks. In fact, I prefer it.
15. I am a fish out of water in Detroit. Literally. I MUST live near a large body of water (at LEAST big enough to not be able to see the other side).
16. I REALLY want children. But I want to be married first. And before I do that, I MUST be COMPLETELY stable financially (well as much as one could ever be). And time is running out. There's always adoption, I guess......
17. cherry cordial ice cream, no-bake cookies, anything on the grill, any music that moves me or is funny, snoopy, twenty-sided dice, guitars, synthesizers, friends, civ 4, life is beautiful, hobbits, perch, donald duck.......... my favorite...........
18. Hmmmmmm...... I had something in mind here, but I've changed my mind.
19. To any future love, I want you to be proud of EVERYTHING that I am.
20. Music saves me.
21. I miss Kimba.
22. I miss everyone I've ever known well that I don't talk to now.
23. I'll fall for her if she lets me think I'm cool. :))
24. If she's going to hold on to me, she'd better hold on tight.
25. Reserved for future reasons to love or hate me!