I have destroyed the hit counter. It was targeted for elimination, and that task has now been executed. If I would get ten hits one day, I soon found myself expecting to get fifteen the next. Not my style. This was a reminder that I am just not a numbers guy. I don't own a watch, although I do have cell phone that keeps time. But I am not a clock-watching type. I don't care about the quanties of things I have, whether we're talking about money, friends, cars, whatever. And I don't care if you have something better than I do. I'm not impressed that you own a Lexus. I'm not impressed if you wear italian suits. Now, if I like you then I will be happy when you get the things that you want. But no, I am not a numbers guy, and the hit counter reminds me why (although I'm still a mathematical genius when I'm hammered). :) Anyways, my blog is for me and me alone. Otherwise, why write it?



The truth, there is ALWAYS someone with more of whatever you think you have a lot of. So if you if are proud not because you own vintage cars, but because you own six of them, you are destined to fall. I think it's funny in relationships when a guy says, "of course she's gonna be with me, she says I'm the hottest guy she knows." Or when he thinks that he can win her love by spending lavishly. Does he realize that even if that tactic works, especially if that tactic works, then is she not 99% likely to move on when the next guy flashes money at her? It's really fucking hilarious. This includes about half the group that checked into our hotel on Valentine's Day.

So, after, all that venting, I have to tell you that I really, Really want a Jeep Wrangler. I drive a Liberty now, and I may soon be driving a car (ugh!). But a Wrangler is in my heart. I am not a redneck, but I'm not really urban. Alas, it will have to wait. My plate of goals is heaping full for 2009. I'll not even think about it until I sit down in October and reevaluate what I've done and where I want to go. Soon enough, though, I will have my Wrangler, or something else that's completely detachable.